..nk cerita sikit..

selang beberapa minit yang lalu..chewahh..Hattie baca blog kawan y brnama Hikmah. ngee~

entry die cerita pasal sahabat. baca tulisan die 2 mcm dia kesal tentang prsahabatan ni..disebabkn xboleh nk comment post dia (agak tension d c2 ya.. XD), Hattie decide nk juga mengomel tentang sahabat kt blog neh.

Sahabat..apa i2 sahabat? Hattie pn xtahu cuz Hattie pn bukanlah seorang sahabat yang baik sangat. Bagi Hattie, semua orang sahabat. dan frankly, Hattie rasa istilah best friend forever 2 dah mcm xwujud..maybe sebab Hattie neh bukan jenis ambik port sngt.klu org tegur, baru Hattie cakap. Kalau x, sekdar senyum sahaja (xpun buat derk je..) hihi..

Kenapa ada orang yg trtekan sebab prsahabatn???..ini y mnjadi persoalan y sekian lama brsarang thp beranak pinak dah labah-labah dalam kepala hotak Hattie neh. in my own opinion, mereka y trtekan kerana prshbatan ini cuz dorang expect too much from that relationship. The fact that everyone..i mean EVERYONE wants to have someone to share thoughts, problems and even if just for a chat is something that is truly understandable. But having to feel tensed and all those UNDESIRED feelings just for that one person..do you think that is acceptable?? for me..NO!! and that's it..

x perlu la nk kusut n masai kn kepala anda kerana orang lain selain keluarga anda..sebab yang betul2 connected to you are your families..so remember FAMILY FIRST!! bring your heart home.. XD i have to admit, sometimes I myself felt the same thing too.when someone you considered as FRIEND did something to you, feels like ...... (speechless, geram sgt haha). so, i distracted myself from things like that by befriending everyone.. you know like, you don't have to focus your whole attention to that one particular friend, accept everyone as your friend. Sometimes, the one you think is not for you is the one that is meant for you..think about it..

I'm not a good friend either, but still these are my thoughts. People change, so do friends. We can't expect them to stay with us forever. They got the tends to be closer with somebody else as we grow older, wanting to feel how it's like to be among other people.. (well at least, that's what I feel). So accept things..berkawan banyak2 x rugi haih.... don't worry..

n kalau anda punya sahabat yang jenis "BARANG KO BARANG AKU JUGAK, TAPI BARANG AKU JANGAN HARAP KO NAK PINJAM" saya nasihatkan..STAY AWAY!! orang mcm neh bahaya..Hattie penah rasa (baru2 ni je)..nk pinjam kalkulator cuz da abeh bateri, tp ade ke patot dia cakap dia xde klkulator sedgkan the whole universe tau dia ada 1.. (hyperbole..) oowwhhh..slama neh ko dok dtg pinjam n pakai sgla barang dlm blik ak neh bley pulak!! xpe2..ada ubi ada batas..y slebihny lu pikir r sndiri..

warning: I may look calm..but in my head, I've killed you thousand times!!! so beware..don't wanna make all those imaginary anger feelings of mine controlled what I did..xnk sakitkan sesape..harap maklum.